STRESSSSED!!!

why did i wait till now to do all my studying and make up work. along with homework and studying for finals! uhhh idk what I'm going to do. I just wanna cuddle in bed with my baby girl. i miss her sooo much. today i was on campus from 9am to 7pm, working on just one thing :( one semester, thats what i keep telling myself. but im gonna start working on some stuff. pray for me!

Update!!*

WOW! It's been forever since I've updated in this. Life & everything has been pretty busy lately. The most important thing that's happened is Sophia is finally here!!! She was born on October 20, 2010 at 6:55 am. She came a few weeks early but I couldn't be happier. My whole life has changed and I wouldn't change it for the world. Sophia is the best thing that's happened to me and I believe I am truly blessed to have such a beautiful baby as my daughter. Gary & I are so happy with our new baby girl. She is perfect!! Ah, im so in love with her!! She's growing up so fast too. She'll be two months in just a few days! I can't believe it! She's in Parkersburg now staying with my mom so I can catch up & finish the semester. So this week is going to be pretty crazy and busy but after Monday it'll be Christmas break & I will be able to spend every minute with Sophia. I can't wait. But I know I say this every time but I'm really gonna try and update this thing every day! But I'm gonna study now.

There's a picture of me & my baby girl this past Saturday. After I cut off all my hair. I'm starting to miss my long curls now :(

Lazy Sunday

Forgot to do a post yesterday. Didn't do much, woke up around 11 & went to Gary's baseball game in Garrett, MD. Took Dudley with me to keep me company. His team ended up losing & we went and ate at this pizza place with two of his friends after. Gary and I could barely keep our eyes open on the way back so when we got back around 5 we just went to sleep. We ended up waking up at like 10 which made us stay up ALLL night. So me Gary and chels just stayed up watching tv. I finally went to sleep around 4. And then had to wake up at 8 for work :( This was my first weekend in morgantown all summer so i decided to pick up a shift. It was my first time working Sunday in a loooong time. It wasn't too busy so it wasnt too bad. I worked from 9 to about 230 & made about 80$. Gary is working now from 4-9 and i've been doing nothing at all. Just relaxing and doing stuff on the computer. I need to schedule the rest of my classes. After this week Gary and I will be in Virginia Beach visiting his family :D I'm pretty excited. I love vacations lol. This week is also my sugar testing appointment and i'm going to schedule Sophia's 4d ultrasound pictures as well. Sophia has grown so much since the last time i blogged. I'm 26 weeks now and shes a kicker. I see her move ALL the time. Its my favorite. But i'm going to go lay down for a little until Gary calls me to come get him from work. ill try and blog again soon!

*Sleepy..

I haven't been on here in forever. Ciara made me remember it. So I changed the layout a little & starting tomorrow, hopefully. I'll start blogging more :D but for now, its time for me to get some sleep. I'll be going to Gary's baseball games tomorrow, hopefully it won't be too hot for this momma. Goodnight<3

OK.. I'm still up. Gary decided to bake a Funfetti cake.. by himself. So we'll see how it goes. While he was making the cake he looked at me and said.. "Is this gay" lol but as long as the whole cake is for me then its not at all. Here's a picture of the cake batter ( that I couldn't try bc it has raw eggs in it )

I'll add a picture after of what the turn out is.

Busy Day.

Good Morning :D slept pretty good last night, didnt get to talk to gary, oh well. he's been acting different but im not going to let that worry me. im gonna spend today cleaning & studying and gettng my medicaid stuff taken care of. i have 3 finals tomorrow, alll day :( & then im done for the semester, have one week off then its summer classes :( i have to get it done tho. but about the doctors appointment. i survived getting my blood taken. it wasnt bad at all it just freaks me out. & it only hurt for one second. but they did that after everything. when i first got there they asked me questions and let me ask questions as well. after that i went upstairs and got my ultra sound :) it was AMAZING seeing my baby. i was expecting to see just a little bean but there was everything, arms and legs and everything! i found out that im 12 weeks 4 days!! & the due date for the baby is November21st. I got to watch the baby move around in my baby, it was so active. and of course hear it's little heart beat! ah i loved it!! now i cant wait to find out what the little baby is. im guessing a boy, but we'll seee. here are some pictures from the ultra sound!

Ahh i love the baby! But after that i just laid around and did nothing all day. And then my friend Megan had her baby at 5:30 yesterday. She had a little baby boy she named LeDaynien. He was beautiful. I went and visited her for a few and got to see her little girl Gabbie. Im so happy for her. this is a pic of her little boy....

But yesterday was a pretty good. and im gonna make today a very productive day. im gonna try and take a picture of my lil baby in my not showing belly lol. but ill update later this evening. well see how much stuff i actually get done>♥>

First Doctor's Appointment :/

I have my first doctor's appointment today in like 30 min, i havent even gotten ready yet bc corina's alarm didn't go off so i probably wont even get too ready today. im just so nervous :( mostly about getting my blood taken, these whole doctor appointments through out the pregnancy is gonna be the hardest for me. i hate doctors and anythng that has to do with them. but hopefully it wont take long i have a 5 page paper due this evening at 5p.m. i shoulda done it this weekend but i spent friday night at gary's game where they won their 21st game in a row and are now going to the tournaments in johnstown, pa. i havent decided if im going to it yet. saturday gary and i spent the day in parkersburg with my parents. we played with corina's new dog dudley. hes so cute. we went and saw the new nightmare on elm street too, it was a pretty good movie. we left sunday morning pretty early bc it was raining really bad and gary had a stupid banquet at noon, i just sat in his room while he went it. then we just hung out for a little bit and i left so i wouldnt have to drive back early this morning for the appointment. i actually woke up this morning around 6 to text messages from my friend megan who is in labor right now! this is her second child and she told me shes really nervous. great lol but im going to get ready real fast and head to this appointment that ive been dreading for weeks now. ill post when i get back & update on how it went and if i survive lol. pray for me :)

Beautiful Day!

This is going to be a quick update. just got off work not too long, went in at 8 & ended up putting 75$$ in the bank account, not too bad lol but i deff skipped spanish class i have been since last friday ohh well. i had a weird night last night. woke up so sad and had to call my mom to calm down, i really dont know what id do without her. im just not used to the lil baby giving me all these hormones. anways, im making CD's then gettng ready real fast & heading to buckhannon to watch gary play, then who knows for the weeeknd. ill try & update sooon. :D

Very Unproductive Day.

Soooo, I have done absolutely NOTHING all day today. & today was supposed to my day to do everything. i had no work or classes & now its 9 and all ive done was schedule my classes and some laundry, and the rest of the day has been filled with laying around, eating and tweeting/facebooking & anything else i could find on here. whats wrong with me? & i have work and class and so much schoolwork to do for next week and i wont do any of it this weekend :( now for baby update, nothing today.. didnt have any morning sickness. did wake up and my elbow was bleeding like crazy from an animal cracker. the only thing thats been diff is my craving for everything, im hungry all day. this baby loves eating and making me hungry lol but we're all watching a stephen king movie and im gonna try and do atleast something. gooodbyeee bloggg

PICTURE UPDATE!

Pictures!
Here are some recent pictures of the lil baby bump. the first one was taken the day i decided to keeep my lil angel♥ BUT enjoy the pics.. ciara ;) haha my only follower.

**Hope you enjoy the pictures. while uploading these pics i found two pictures from this weekend with gary. after it stormed, we went to Dairy Queen to get ice cream & we saw a beautiful rainbow.

seeing this rainbow made me feel better knowing that even after a depressing storm, something beautiful like a rainbow will come from it & that's how i see the lil situation i was put through. yes it was hard at first and it will be, but my beautiful baby will be here soon, & itll all be worth it. here's a quote to end this with. and i promise no more posts tonight.

-the way i see it, if you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain-

First Blog! :)

This is my first blog! :) thanks to Ciara I found a place, besides Twitter, to post just anything i want. i want to use this to blog about my pregnancy bc im too lazy to start a journal. hopefully the whole world can't read this, id like it to be just me. but i am 2 months pregnant and found on march 23rd. it's been a hard month and a half but now the whole family knows and im starting to accept it. the baby is going to be due in november 2010. i have my first appointment on may 3rd, that i am so scared for. i dont want to get my blood taken. but other than that, the whole pregnancy hasnt been too bad. once i get a chord to upload pics ill add a pic of my belly, i may try to add one everyday to see how fast i grow, right now im barely showing. anyways, schools almost over!! BUT bc of the pregnancy i have to take summer classes so the next two semesters will be easier. but only three more finals & im done! but no classes tomorrow, so im gonna relax, clean & maybe work on a paper thats due monday. we'll seeee! gooodnight<3>